Shame

the dinner table, a mile long

 I was there

you were way down there

 did we see each other

 feel each other 

 cut the table open

see the rings of time

inherited

you were surrounded, trapped

this I’m sure was not your choice 

to then draw the next ring around me 

what was it that made you feel bad about yourself

then made me ask the question 

what made me feel bad about myself 

we chopped at that table, angrily

in our minds

throwing pieces of it against the wall

 into the sky

Exhausted. 

we turned to each other 

we admitted how we feel about ourselves 

about each other

our axes, labeled the same

 shame 

we come from the same neck of the woods

we chopped away at ourselves 

we chopped at each other

chopped at life

 at least now we know 

why we chopped…